I have been here, done this before and it is kind of like having a baby. I know how bad it is going to suck so I am more hesitant.
But I am jumping off the junk train again. The scale has been saying fuck you for a while and I have been trying to not put my self value on the number on the scale so I have looked away.
Fact is there are bigger issues with the food: blood sugar, feeling like a slug and fat ass being a few.
I have started also thinking you have tackled some big shit and won so why not make this your next big thing. I really don't have any other "things" going on. Isn't that nice?
So as always, I didn't really plan or make a big fanfare. I am just doing it.
I am starving already but I just has some peas and some grilled chicken for lunch.
I am going to whisper this so listen close. I would eventually like to quit coffee.
I know, right?
I just think I need to get back to the basics of my own energy and I don't even know what that is. I have changed my whole life in so many ways for the good that I figure it is a nature load so why can't I do it without jet fuel?
I may not actually survive this goal but it's worth a try.
Currently it is 3pm and I had a Click shake at 9am and nothing else since and my head is starting to tighten up as I type.
Well, one step at a time.
No Cheez-its for dinner and no candy for breakfast.
Then we will see where I go from there.
Wish me luck!
1 comment:
*hug* I don't like watching you struggle with this, but I am (still) hear to listen.
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