Thursday, June 26, 2014

Ouch.

I looked for the most fitting photo for this post and every one had this angry tone. Man hater ripped my heart out kind of thing. Really Women?
I chose this because although the wave is making it fade there is always am opportunity to make a new one.
Not going to lie, it hurts.
When I push that away and think with my brain I think about the lessons learned.
He is correct-I do want more than he does.
He was kind and never hurtful.
I need as much back as I give and I sure as Hell do not want to be with someone who doesn't want to be with me.
I am letting my heart hurt and moving on.
I couldn't have done anything different.
I didn't do anything wrong.
I did me and it just wasn't what he was looking for.

Will we stay friends? Hmmm. Maybe.

1 comment:

Bon Bon said...

His loss...A great loss and he maybe doesn't even realize it but those of us who know you and love you know it.

Race Results

09/07/07 Main Street Mile 11:44
05/18/08 YPD 5k 52:57 17:05
06/14/08 Walpole Village 5K 35:27 11:26
06/21/08 Mashpee Fun Run 34:21 11:05
07/19/08 Mashpee Woodlands 36.49 11:52
08/10/08 Falmouth Road Race 1:29:31
08/25/08 Women Running Wild 35:40 11:30
10/25/08 Mashpee Firefighters 37:47 12:10
05/02/09 Cape Abilities 5K 34:59 11:17
05/17/09 YPD 5K 36:41 11:50
08/09/09 Falmouth Road Race 7mi 1:37
10/31/09 Mashpee Firefighters 5K 37:15 12:00
09/11/11 Main Street Mile 12:31
10/29/11 Screech to the Beach 5K 39.13 12:20
08/12/12 Falmouth Road Race 1:34:24 13:29
05/18/14 YPD 5k 44.25 14:17
06/1/14 June Jog 4mi 1:04 16:00
08/17/14 Falmouth Road Race 1:42:04 14:35
09/27/14 Girly Girl 5K 37:24 12:02
10/26/14 Pell Bridge Run 4mi 48:41 12:10
11/27/14 Turkey Trot in VA 5K 35:22 11:23
12/06/14 Jingle Jog 5K 34:42 11:11
03/29/15 Thomas Guinta Memorial 5K 34:14 11:03
04/19/15 St. Margaret's 5K 31:11 10:21
05/17/15 YPD Blues 5K 34:58 11:17
06/07/15 Newport 10 Miler 1:56:09 11:36
06/20/15 Mackenzie's 5K 33:55 10:54
08/17/14 Falmouth Road Race 1:33:51 13:24
10/31/15 Screech at the Beach 36:19 11:40