At the bottom of my blog I used to keep a log of the races I ran. For my own comparison and to help with the yay me factor. I suck at that. I don't care what you think but I am horrible to myself so I wanted to see it in print.
Are these numbers ever going to be attainable for me again?
I am always worrying about saying anything too early and then not being able to follow through but you know what Fuck It. Isn't failure part of learning?
So I want to do it. Well, I want to try at least. I am in the beginning days and I am still working on making walking everyday a priority but it is a start.
Ultimately, I want to do it decently. I don't really want to come in last but I will start out coming in last I guess.
Let's work on adding to this list, no matter what the time is and not hating myself.