I am an avid reader of my horoscope and I have done so this morning for the year ahead instead of the day. I now have caught the "hope" bug. It is funny, I never read the negative ones and think my life is over. I usually discount those as rubbish but the good ones I think-Yes, let's get it on!!
That has sort of just happened to me.
I really don't want to call them resolutions but let's say I have some thoughts for this New Year.
Most importantly I want to be more gentle with myself.
I think I am an interesting mix of Spiritual thoughts and black and white rules. I have spent a lot of time wishing I was less of one and hoping I was more of the other. Why? It is who I am and you can't change that so let's just cradle it in our hand and own it.
I would like to just live my life and not be concerned with the wave I am leaving behind. Worry is so tiring.
If I can possibly be more honest I would like to do so with my feelings and desires. If you do not agree, that is okay too. It doesn't mean mine are any less valuable it just means yours are different.
Don't ask where that came from, I am not sure. Once you reach a certain level of coffee consumption the brain becomes clear and the thoughts come out.
I hope this year is a good year for me and I begin to heal. I am never happy with the amount of time it takes but that just seems to be another life lesson. There is no set time limit for brain and heart healing.
I should come back to this post sometime in December and read this. I may just add that idea to my calender....note to self read blog entry from 1/1/14 Love, Fooseberry
Enjoy 2014 and I hope all of your dreams come true.
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