Wednesday, January 1, 2014

Happy New Year

I have vowed NOT to have a list of resolutions but the spirit of the New year is hard to avoid.
I am an avid reader of my horoscope and I have done so this morning for the year ahead instead of the day. I now have caught the "hope" bug. It is funny, I never read the negative ones and think my life is over. I usually discount those as rubbish but the good ones I think-Yes, let's get it on!!
That has sort of just happened to me.
I really don't want to call them resolutions but let's say I have some thoughts for this New Year.
Most importantly I want to be more gentle with myself.
I think I am an interesting mix of Spiritual thoughts and black and white rules. I have spent a lot of time wishing I was less of one and hoping I was more of the other. Why? It is who I am and you can't change that so let's just cradle it in our hand and own it.
I would like to just live my life and not be concerned with the wave I am leaving behind. Worry is so tiring.
If I can possibly be more honest I would like to do so with my feelings and desires. If you do not agree, that is okay too. It doesn't mean mine are any less valuable it just means yours are different.
Don't ask where that came from, I am not sure. Once you reach a certain level of coffee consumption the brain becomes clear and the thoughts come out.
I hope this year is a good year for me and I begin to heal. I am never happy with the amount of time it takes but that just seems to be another life lesson. There is no set time limit for brain and heart healing.
I should come back to this post sometime in December and read this. I may just add that idea to my calender....note to self read blog entry from 1/1/14 Love, Fooseberry
Enjoy 2014 and I hope all of your dreams come true.

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Race Results

09/07/07 Main Street Mile 11:44
05/18/08 YPD 5k 52:57 17:05
06/14/08 Walpole Village 5K 35:27 11:26
06/21/08 Mashpee Fun Run 34:21 11:05
07/19/08 Mashpee Woodlands 36.49 11:52
08/10/08 Falmouth Road Race 1:29:31
08/25/08 Women Running Wild 35:40 11:30
10/25/08 Mashpee Firefighters 37:47 12:10
05/02/09 Cape Abilities 5K 34:59 11:17
05/17/09 YPD 5K 36:41 11:50
08/09/09 Falmouth Road Race 7mi 1:37
10/31/09 Mashpee Firefighters 5K 37:15 12:00
09/11/11 Main Street Mile 12:31
10/29/11 Screech to the Beach 5K 39.13 12:20
08/12/12 Falmouth Road Race 1:34:24 13:29
05/18/14 YPD 5k 44.25 14:17
06/1/14 June Jog 4mi 1:04 16:00
08/17/14 Falmouth Road Race 1:42:04 14:35
09/27/14 Girly Girl 5K 37:24 12:02
10/26/14 Pell Bridge Run 4mi 48:41 12:10
11/27/14 Turkey Trot in VA 5K 35:22 11:23
12/06/14 Jingle Jog 5K 34:42 11:11
03/29/15 Thomas Guinta Memorial 5K 34:14 11:03
04/19/15 St. Margaret's 5K 31:11 10:21
05/17/15 YPD Blues 5K 34:58 11:17
06/07/15 Newport 10 Miler 1:56:09 11:36
06/20/15 Mackenzie's 5K 33:55 10:54
08/17/14 Falmouth Road Race 1:33:51 13:24
10/31/15 Screech at the Beach 36:19 11:40
5/20/18 YPD Run to Remember 37.37 12:08