Thursday, May 10, 2012

Stir Crazy

This word doesn't even begin to explain it.
I am at the start line, engine revving, waiting for the green light....
Waiting.....
Waiting.....
I think my engine just stalled.
I guess you can clear out all the old stuff but not the NASCAR analogies-Hahahaha!

I am so crazy at work.I have been so slow and bored. I hate wasting 8 hrs there when I know I can be doing 10,000 things at home. I just can't relax. I had the typical crazy Thursday which means we didn't get home until 7pm and I still quickly mowed my front lawn. It looked like a shit yard. I cleaned some stuff up in the garage and left the kids jumpy on the lawn, in the 2 day rain typhoon we had. Now it can go in the trash.
That seems to be the theme.
Now it is 8:45 and I have 3 loads of laundry to fold and put away and I might get to bed after that.
The kids go to their Dad's this weekend. I will probably spend it with my iPod blasting and pack.
It isn't what I want to do.
I want an adventure.
I want to have some fun.
I am SO sick of this encompassing my life.
I don't want to spend a dime.
I don't want to waste a vacation day.
I don't know what the fuck I am doing.

I am so over it.

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Race Results

09/07/07 Main Street Mile 11:44
05/18/08 YPD 5k 52:57 17:05
06/14/08 Walpole Village 5K 35:27 11:26
06/21/08 Mashpee Fun Run 34:21 11:05
07/19/08 Mashpee Woodlands 36.49 11:52
08/10/08 Falmouth Road Race 1:29:31
08/25/08 Women Running Wild 35:40 11:30
10/25/08 Mashpee Firefighters 37:47 12:10
05/02/09 Cape Abilities 5K 34:59 11:17
05/17/09 YPD 5K 36:41 11:50
08/09/09 Falmouth Road Race 7mi 1:37
10/31/09 Mashpee Firefighters 5K 37:15 12:00
09/11/11 Main Street Mile 12:31
10/29/11 Screech to the Beach 5K 39.13 12:20
08/12/12 Falmouth Road Race 1:34:24 13:29
05/18/14 YPD 5k 44.25 14:17
06/1/14 June Jog 4mi 1:04 16:00
08/17/14 Falmouth Road Race 1:42:04 14:35
09/27/14 Girly Girl 5K 37:24 12:02
10/26/14 Pell Bridge Run 4mi 48:41 12:10
11/27/14 Turkey Trot in VA 5K 35:22 11:23
12/06/14 Jingle Jog 5K 34:42 11:11
03/29/15 Thomas Guinta Memorial 5K 34:14 11:03
04/19/15 St. Margaret's 5K 31:11 10:21
05/17/15 YPD Blues 5K 34:58 11:17
06/07/15 Newport 10 Miler 1:56:09 11:36
06/20/15 Mackenzie's 5K 33:55 10:54
08/17/14 Falmouth Road Race 1:33:51 13:24
10/31/15 Screech at the Beach 36:19 11:40