Tuesday, May 1, 2012

Deadline


Today I got it. The wet, plastic wrapped letter from the lawyer.
The "Get the Fuck out". Letter.
Good news: We'll pay you to get out. More if you do it NOW!
What the Hell am I going to do?
I have no place to go at this stage of the game. I have changed my mind and plan 300 times. I promised the kids we would stay here and then abandoned that when things started to not be panning out.
I started to investigate moving to the town where I work. I mean everything would be in about a 3 mile radius. My closest friend says-Aren't you doing this to make your life easier?
Then of course that place was not available. Oh, Sorry.  Psych!
Now I am second guessing that.
Will someone please tell me what do to!!
I have to make my decision within 10 days.
I am thinking how much can I get done in 10 days? Not enough.
I can stay 30 more days and lose some money but I will be able to do it in 2 months. Right?
I think this just pushed me to drop some of my expectations of a place. I just don't want to settle on a place that I then can't get out of.
It's like a see-saw.
What do I do?
What do I do?

Man Up, Bitch!
Pull up your panties.
The kids need you and you have to figure it out.
I just kicked myself in the ass.
I'm Good.
It will be game on now.

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Race Results

09/07/07 Main Street Mile 11:44
05/18/08 YPD 5k 52:57 17:05
06/14/08 Walpole Village 5K 35:27 11:26
06/21/08 Mashpee Fun Run 34:21 11:05
07/19/08 Mashpee Woodlands 36.49 11:52
08/10/08 Falmouth Road Race 1:29:31
08/25/08 Women Running Wild 35:40 11:30
10/25/08 Mashpee Firefighters 37:47 12:10
05/02/09 Cape Abilities 5K 34:59 11:17
05/17/09 YPD 5K 36:41 11:50
08/09/09 Falmouth Road Race 7mi 1:37
10/31/09 Mashpee Firefighters 5K 37:15 12:00
09/11/11 Main Street Mile 12:31
10/29/11 Screech to the Beach 5K 39.13 12:20
08/12/12 Falmouth Road Race 1:34:24 13:29
05/18/14 YPD 5k 44.25 14:17
06/1/14 June Jog 4mi 1:04 16:00
08/17/14 Falmouth Road Race 1:42:04 14:35
09/27/14 Girly Girl 5K 37:24 12:02
10/26/14 Pell Bridge Run 4mi 48:41 12:10
11/27/14 Turkey Trot in VA 5K 35:22 11:23
12/06/14 Jingle Jog 5K 34:42 11:11
03/29/15 Thomas Guinta Memorial 5K 34:14 11:03
04/19/15 St. Margaret's 5K 31:11 10:21
05/17/15 YPD Blues 5K 34:58 11:17
06/07/15 Newport 10 Miler 1:56:09 11:36
06/20/15 Mackenzie's 5K 33:55 10:54
08/17/14 Falmouth Road Race 1:33:51 13:24
10/31/15 Screech at the Beach 36:19 11:40