Wednesday, November 18, 2009

This pretty much sums it up

I don't want this to be a BITCH post but I feel like it is going to be.
Ever get to the point when you want to just be invisible? Don't worry about me, it is not a depression thing. I am fine.
I just don't want to hear it.
I would like to go to work, play with the kids, make lunch and work out at the gym but I want to be like freaking Casper the ghost. You can't see me-I am just floating around doing my thing. Quietly - Maybe even wearing my Ipod and singing to Britney Spears.
I have gone though this feeling before but I usually just push through it and keep on chugging because it would be rude just to say "Leave me alone" and hang up right?
It just seems to be taking so much energy for me to give a shit so I don't.

2 comments:

Mom said...

I am gldd to see that the girls listen to their Nana as I was speaking to them about winter Sunday AM bowling last week and reminding them that the three of us own a set of shared pink bowling balls even though Ava always wins (by cheating with ramp and Nana aiming ramp for her!!!!) Now if I can summon up any energy on weekends to be anywhere near social, we'll be off. Love, Mom Sorry lat to respond- just reading last 400 or so entries!!

Gia's Spot said...

Foose,
I am sorry to have been a contributor to your feelings.... Say no more....but please don't disappear!

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06/14/08 Walpole Village 5K 35:27 11:26
06/21/08 Mashpee Fun Run 34:21 11:05
07/19/08 Mashpee Woodlands 36.49 11:52
08/10/08 Falmouth Road Race 1:29:31
08/25/08 Women Running Wild 35:40 11:30
10/25/08 Mashpee Firefighters 37:47 12:10
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10/29/11 Screech to the Beach 5K 39.13 12:20
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