Want to join me? No really, I am too crabby to have you. I would rather just be in this club myself right now.I have evolved into wanting to stomp my feet and cross my arms and stay-"NO, I AM NOT DOING IT!"
This is quite funny because I just don't have that choice. I have learned alot of lessons in my life. Some good and some bad. Recently I am learning about myself from other people. It seems weird that you don't even know things about yourself, right? I expel a little steam on Facebook every once in a while and sometimes am surprised by peoples comments back to me. Last night I got one of those. It probably didn't mean anything to anyone else but I have just been stewing on it since then. Also since I am angry, sad, mad, just ready to spit and exhausted I am eating like an idiot which is also pushing me into a carb rage. Beautiful!
I want to drive fast with the radio on high and a chocolate bar in my hand. I am a Rebel!
This will do nothing but cause me to get a ticket I can't afford to pay and a sugar crash I have no time to sleep off. Joy to my life.
I am not poor-me-ing(if that is a word). I have always taken care of myself and will go back to doing that as soon as I finish my temper tantrum, thank you very much.
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Funny about the FB comment. I had one yesterday that kind of set me off in a tizzy. I actually ripped most of the cabinets out of my basement for fear I was going to really write back some nasty comments. I think I am taking a break because reality is it's "face book", unless you "know" the person (you/me or whomever) you don't know whats going in each others lives. NO ONE knows what is really happening in peoples lives. It's face value. I could be like "I just did 8 hrs at the gym when in reality I ate 50 bon bons".lol
I hope things get better soon.
I just did 8 hours at the gym....
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