Wednesday, November 9, 2016

Lost posts continue

I blogged away last week about the miles that my feet took me and the distances that I could see from those Mountain tops but I don't think you can estimate the length of travel that happens inside you.
It's hard to explain but sometimes things pop into your head while you are so focused on what your body is doing. I guess my rapid fire brain needs the distraction of me focusing on scrambling wet rocks to get a clear message out. Some of these messages are things you need to hear but don't want to. Needless to say the woods are a great place to leave negative feelings and tears and walk out with fresh, tender new ideas.
Some of these things happen subconsciously, your responses change and you don't even realize it until something comes up and you answer differently than you ever have before.

****I decided to blog today and found this as well as 2 other posts in pending. Unfinished. Mid thought.****

I can't even begin to explain how true this post is today. Epically.
I have spent a week twisting and turning and today I opened my eyes feeling a little better. A little stronger. A little ready to step forward again.

I am acutely aware that I am standing alone but I am better off standing alone than in an unhealthy herd.

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Race Results

09/07/07 Main Street Mile 11:44
05/18/08 YPD 5k 52:57 17:05
06/14/08 Walpole Village 5K 35:27 11:26
06/21/08 Mashpee Fun Run 34:21 11:05
07/19/08 Mashpee Woodlands 36.49 11:52
08/10/08 Falmouth Road Race 1:29:31
08/25/08 Women Running Wild 35:40 11:30
10/25/08 Mashpee Firefighters 37:47 12:10
05/02/09 Cape Abilities 5K 34:59 11:17
05/17/09 YPD 5K 36:41 11:50
08/09/09 Falmouth Road Race 7mi 1:37
10/31/09 Mashpee Firefighters 5K 37:15 12:00
09/11/11 Main Street Mile 12:31
10/29/11 Screech to the Beach 5K 39.13 12:20
08/12/12 Falmouth Road Race 1:34:24 13:29
05/18/14 YPD 5k 44.25 14:17
06/1/14 June Jog 4mi 1:04 16:00
08/17/14 Falmouth Road Race 1:42:04 14:35
09/27/14 Girly Girl 5K 37:24 12:02
10/26/14 Pell Bridge Run 4mi 48:41 12:10
11/27/14 Turkey Trot in VA 5K 35:22 11:23
12/06/14 Jingle Jog 5K 34:42 11:11
03/29/15 Thomas Guinta Memorial 5K 34:14 11:03
04/19/15 St. Margaret's 5K 31:11 10:21
05/17/15 YPD Blues 5K 34:58 11:17
06/07/15 Newport 10 Miler 1:56:09 11:36
06/20/15 Mackenzie's 5K 33:55 10:54
08/17/14 Falmouth Road Race 1:33:51 13:24
10/31/15 Screech at the Beach 36:19 11:40