Sunday, March 13, 2016

Leaps and Bounds

So this is going to be one of those annoying vague posts that people groan over reading but I really have no other outlet and feel like screaming it. 
Today I left my comfort zone and not by a foot by a freaking airplane ride and I did it with a sort of what the fuck sort of attitude. I broke at least like 5 rules. Don't worry they are stupid rules in my head that needed to be squashed. No animals were harmed or laws broken.... Wait? Let me think again. Yeah, none. 
I was nervous for maybe the first step and then I just went with it. 
You know what? It was an amazing view of the work I have done. It also sort of sealed up things that needed to be put to bed. Sometimes you are working so hard privately in your head but never get to see if the work is actually working. 
Finally realized I wasn't thinking bad thoughts about myself, didn't think I wasn't good enough, spoke my full on truth, accepted kind words about myself and didn't think they were bullshit, let go of some assumptions.
 I mean what else could a girl ask for? Epic personal growth just rocks. So I got nothing done physically today. Wanted to run or hike or something. Instead I exercised my brain. Oh and napped a little. 

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Race Results

09/07/07 Main Street Mile 11:44
05/18/08 YPD 5k 52:57 17:05
06/14/08 Walpole Village 5K 35:27 11:26
06/21/08 Mashpee Fun Run 34:21 11:05
07/19/08 Mashpee Woodlands 36.49 11:52
08/10/08 Falmouth Road Race 1:29:31
08/25/08 Women Running Wild 35:40 11:30
10/25/08 Mashpee Firefighters 37:47 12:10
05/02/09 Cape Abilities 5K 34:59 11:17
05/17/09 YPD 5K 36:41 11:50
08/09/09 Falmouth Road Race 7mi 1:37
10/31/09 Mashpee Firefighters 5K 37:15 12:00
09/11/11 Main Street Mile 12:31
10/29/11 Screech to the Beach 5K 39.13 12:20
08/12/12 Falmouth Road Race 1:34:24 13:29
05/18/14 YPD 5k 44.25 14:17
06/1/14 June Jog 4mi 1:04 16:00
08/17/14 Falmouth Road Race 1:42:04 14:35
09/27/14 Girly Girl 5K 37:24 12:02
10/26/14 Pell Bridge Run 4mi 48:41 12:10
11/27/14 Turkey Trot in VA 5K 35:22 11:23
12/06/14 Jingle Jog 5K 34:42 11:11
03/29/15 Thomas Guinta Memorial 5K 34:14 11:03
04/19/15 St. Margaret's 5K 31:11 10:21
05/17/15 YPD Blues 5K 34:58 11:17
06/07/15 Newport 10 Miler 1:56:09 11:36
06/20/15 Mackenzie's 5K 33:55 10:54
08/17/14 Falmouth Road Race 1:33:51 13:24
10/31/15 Screech at the Beach 36:19 11:40