So this is going to be one of those annoying vague posts that people groan over reading but I really have no other outlet and feel like screaming it.
Today I left my comfort zone and not by a foot by a freaking airplane ride and I did it with a sort of what the fuck sort of attitude. I broke at least like 5 rules. Don't worry they are stupid rules in my head that needed to be squashed. No animals were harmed or laws broken.... Wait? Let me think again. Yeah, none.
I was nervous for maybe the first step and then I just went with it.
You know what? It was an amazing view of the work I have done. It also sort of sealed up things that needed to be put to bed. Sometimes you are working so hard privately in your head but never get to see if the work is actually working.
Finally realized I wasn't thinking bad thoughts about myself, didn't think I wasn't good enough, spoke my full on truth, accepted kind words about myself and didn't think they were bullshit, let go of some assumptions.
I mean what else could a girl ask for? Epic personal growth just rocks. So I got nothing done physically today. Wanted to run or hike or something. Instead I exercised my brain. Oh and napped a little.