Tuesday, December 9, 2014

I don't care

I want to start by saying I am not grouchy.
I am not in a bad mood.
I just plainly don't care.
Let's start with it's Christmas and the waste is ridiculous. I love how Christmas is also the excuse. I was just told outright, I know she doesn't need it but hey, it's Christmas.
Yeah, what the hell. Just add more crap. Maybe they will love you more.
No one listens so I just nod. I have repeatedly said BUY US THINGS TO DO!!!
But that won't put a big box under the tree. No but we would enjoy a $100 swimming gift card so much more than a present that will be left in a week.
I also don't get the name brands and have to haves.
Being poor is making it's mark and deep. I am not complaining. I sort of like it.
People are just pissing me off again too.
I don't want to hear your excuses, explanations, nose in anyone else's business, judgements or put downs.
I am still guilty of this when I am around people who do this and I am sorry for that. I am working on it. It is a slow process when it is all around you.
Live your life the best you can and shut the fuck up.


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Race Results

09/07/07 Main Street Mile 11:44
05/18/08 YPD 5k 52:57 17:05
06/14/08 Walpole Village 5K 35:27 11:26
06/21/08 Mashpee Fun Run 34:21 11:05
07/19/08 Mashpee Woodlands 36.49 11:52
08/10/08 Falmouth Road Race 1:29:31
08/25/08 Women Running Wild 35:40 11:30
10/25/08 Mashpee Firefighters 37:47 12:10
05/02/09 Cape Abilities 5K 34:59 11:17
05/17/09 YPD 5K 36:41 11:50
08/09/09 Falmouth Road Race 7mi 1:37
10/31/09 Mashpee Firefighters 5K 37:15 12:00
09/11/11 Main Street Mile 12:31
10/29/11 Screech to the Beach 5K 39.13 12:20
08/12/12 Falmouth Road Race 1:34:24 13:29
05/18/14 YPD 5k 44.25 14:17
06/1/14 June Jog 4mi 1:04 16:00
08/17/14 Falmouth Road Race 1:42:04 14:35
09/27/14 Girly Girl 5K 37:24 12:02
10/26/14 Pell Bridge Run 4mi 48:41 12:10
11/27/14 Turkey Trot in VA 5K 35:22 11:23
12/06/14 Jingle Jog 5K 34:42 11:11
03/29/15 Thomas Guinta Memorial 5K 34:14 11:03
04/19/15 St. Margaret's 5K 31:11 10:21
05/17/15 YPD Blues 5K 34:58 11:17
06/07/15 Newport 10 Miler 1:56:09 11:36
06/20/15 Mackenzie's 5K 33:55 10:54
08/17/14 Falmouth Road Race 1:33:51 13:24
10/31/15 Screech at the Beach 36:19 11:40