I am doing it.
I always sort of go through this process of scared, excited, fuck it and then we settle on a calm.
I am currently in denial to hold off the fear.
I wish I was better prepared but it just didn't happen. I need to do it for the accomplishment for myself. If the time sucks so be it. I am not at home watching TV I am participating in one of the coolest things on Earth.
I never felt better about myself than the first year I made it across that finish line.
I can't wait to feel it again.
Any time is better than no time right?