Tuesday, July 8, 2014

For Carla

I was dragged awake this morning deep in the middle of a dream. Carla loves this shit so this is a post for her even though I don't think she reads my blog.
I am writing it out because I feel it slowing fading and I think it means something.
So I bump into my friend at a store. I have a car full of people but I can't see any of their faces. He is in his own vehicle. We pull out and it is construction. As the policeman waves me to go I can't. I am physically like leaning forward wishing I would move forward but that is not working. All the while I haven't touched the gas. I finally realize how stupid I must look and I slowly give it gas and we drive forward. This person is still driving behind us until a fork in the road where he just takes a right and is gone.No fuss, no muss.
Analyze that bitches!
1. I have the power to push the gas and move on if I just take it.
2.Maybe the pain is that he took that right without looking back. That has certainly happened to me before.
I will say that it seemed an important message when I first woke up and it was still fresh like it really happened.
As always I will take your 2 cents.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I pop in every now and then. We shall analyze this soon. <3 C~

Race Results

09/07/07 Main Street Mile 11:44
05/18/08 YPD 5k 52:57 17:05
06/14/08 Walpole Village 5K 35:27 11:26
06/21/08 Mashpee Fun Run 34:21 11:05
07/19/08 Mashpee Woodlands 36.49 11:52
08/10/08 Falmouth Road Race 1:29:31
08/25/08 Women Running Wild 35:40 11:30
10/25/08 Mashpee Firefighters 37:47 12:10
05/02/09 Cape Abilities 5K 34:59 11:17
05/17/09 YPD 5K 36:41 11:50
08/09/09 Falmouth Road Race 7mi 1:37
10/31/09 Mashpee Firefighters 5K 37:15 12:00
09/11/11 Main Street Mile 12:31
10/29/11 Screech to the Beach 5K 39.13 12:20
08/12/12 Falmouth Road Race 1:34:24 13:29
05/18/14 YPD 5k 44.25 14:17
06/1/14 June Jog 4mi 1:04 16:00
08/17/14 Falmouth Road Race 1:42:04 14:35
09/27/14 Girly Girl 5K 37:24 12:02
10/26/14 Pell Bridge Run 4mi 48:41 12:10
11/27/14 Turkey Trot in VA 5K 35:22 11:23
12/06/14 Jingle Jog 5K 34:42 11:11
03/29/15 Thomas Guinta Memorial 5K 34:14 11:03
04/19/15 St. Margaret's 5K 31:11 10:21
05/17/15 YPD Blues 5K 34:58 11:17
06/07/15 Newport 10 Miler 1:56:09 11:36
06/20/15 Mackenzie's 5K 33:55 10:54
08/17/14 Falmouth Road Race 1:33:51 13:24
10/31/15 Screech at the Beach 36:19 11:40