Thursday, June 12, 2014

Always listen to your gut Dummy!

Yesterday after work and school we took a little road trip with Bonnie and Carlie. They had some Father's day errands to do and planned dinner at Red Robin so we tagged along.
It turned out to be one of the worse trips I have had in a while. Not the trip itself, that was fine. It was just the general tone.
I stood with Ava while she stressed out over her homework and erased and got angry and erased again. It seemed simple enough but she was overwhelmed.
I ignored the small twinge in me that said Don't go. I had made a plan and against my better judgement I decided to stick with it. I was really thinking once we get on the road it will be fun.
I packed some snacks and some juice but apparently she never got any of those.
By the time we got to Lowe's she was trying to hold it together but she was angry and crying.
Red Robin was painful and took forever. I think even 2 kids were crying by then.
I looked at my watch and it said 7:21 and our food had not even arrived.
After seeing a family get the Yay, Birthday song and ice cream we informed our waitress it was Olivia's birthday the other day so they did that for her.
This leaves 2 little girls ice cream-less and of course we make a plan to stop at Betty Anne's.
Now everyone is ice creamed up-Even this woman who had gone mostly sugar free though out the day.
Bedtime is now after 9.
I am sugar angry, frustrated, killing myself over what a bad idea this whole night has been.
I end up being the 3rd victim to cry for the night.
Today is a new day.
I need to get Ava to the Doctor by 3:30 and address the medication. It isn't working.
A new day to attempt to cut the sugar again.
Learn to listen to the gut.
Family first.
I was overwhelmed, she was overwhelmed and food is our enemy.

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Race Results

09/07/07 Main Street Mile 11:44
05/18/08 YPD 5k 52:57 17:05
06/14/08 Walpole Village 5K 35:27 11:26
06/21/08 Mashpee Fun Run 34:21 11:05
07/19/08 Mashpee Woodlands 36.49 11:52
08/10/08 Falmouth Road Race 1:29:31
08/25/08 Women Running Wild 35:40 11:30
10/25/08 Mashpee Firefighters 37:47 12:10
05/02/09 Cape Abilities 5K 34:59 11:17
05/17/09 YPD 5K 36:41 11:50
08/09/09 Falmouth Road Race 7mi 1:37
10/31/09 Mashpee Firefighters 5K 37:15 12:00
09/11/11 Main Street Mile 12:31
10/29/11 Screech to the Beach 5K 39.13 12:20
08/12/12 Falmouth Road Race 1:34:24 13:29
05/18/14 YPD 5k 44.25 14:17
06/1/14 June Jog 4mi 1:04 16:00
08/17/14 Falmouth Road Race 1:42:04 14:35
09/27/14 Girly Girl 5K 37:24 12:02
10/26/14 Pell Bridge Run 4mi 48:41 12:10
11/27/14 Turkey Trot in VA 5K 35:22 11:23
12/06/14 Jingle Jog 5K 34:42 11:11
03/29/15 Thomas Guinta Memorial 5K 34:14 11:03
04/19/15 St. Margaret's 5K 31:11 10:21
05/17/15 YPD Blues 5K 34:58 11:17
06/07/15 Newport 10 Miler 1:56:09 11:36
06/20/15 Mackenzie's 5K 33:55 10:54
08/17/14 Falmouth Road Race 1:33:51 13:24
10/31/15 Screech at the Beach 36:19 11:40