Sometimes you feel like a Superstar and you are juggling chain saws and fire and Bitch, you go this and in a blink you are juggling a dozen eggs and it is the scary shit ever.
I also will say sometimes your arms are tired!
Ava and I have been battling. It's both of our faults but mostly the grown ups. I need to pay better attention to her signs and I am still missing them. I am then getting into a war with a child who is hungry, tired or over stimulated. I am seeing all of these lately.
She is also covered in hives daily. As fast as the Benedryl wears off she is covered again. It is scary at times but we can't fine a reason or pattern to it. I need to go back to the paperwork from her allergist and find a longer acting med to control them. Scatterbrained Mama is not the best for this family but it is all I have.
It is also hard to punish her for actions I am not sure she can control and while she is covered in hot red hives.
Blah!!
Only option is to keep on juggling I guess.
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