Ever know something is the best thing for you but you just can't let it be? Why do we do it to ourselves? Desperation, I guess. Fear. Loneliness.
It is my illness.
I have no patience and want to be better, happy and feel loved. I want it now!
I wish my phone would ring so bad. It isn't going to. Sign number 2,596 I guess.
It is like living in a sand castle. I will build the walls up stronger this time so when the next wave hits I will be better prepared.