Comin' out of my hole

I am here.
I am making my way back into the world.
I am working on changing my thinking on things from "sucky" to "ducky".
I was beginning to really fear this new shift change. I am nervous as I still need to rely on my family in the morning and if they can't do it, I am not sure what other options I have. I also now have the vacations and in-service days to worry about. The 1st week of my new schedule there is a half day. Well we might as well start out with a bang right?
I was talking to my sister and trying to make some plans to go out for my birthday. Working out which night she could take off and what night my birthday is and.......a light bulb goes off-I AM OFF EVERY NIGHT!!! This is not a bad thing. Well, a yittle bit(as Ava would say) as I need a partner in crime but Chelsea seems game for her nights off.
So my goal is to build a life. One I can balance between my already life and the one I want to have. I have a list and I plan on sticking to it. I may get lost off the path a few times but hopefully I can get back on the right path and keep moving. So if you have any EXCITING ideas let me know. I need to get out of this rut and find my way.