Friday, August 13, 2010

Dual Personality Disorder

My life lately includes much more Click and Coffee than usual to the point that my stomach is starting to rebel and my blood sugar is on strike. I am learning I am just not up for this at my advanced age. It is harder than I expected to manage a dual personality disorder when you aren't medicated. See I am trying desperately to balance this life:
With this life:

I had my first fail the other morning. I was walking in the door early in the morning thinking the kids would still be in bed. Large coffee in hand to start a very long day on very little sleep when the door is whipped open by my daughter who starts questioning me about where I was and telling me how "freaked out she was". D'oh!
The kids are not home alone! Let me say that right up front. I have family here and they know that.
She then proceeds to tell anyone and everyone who will listen that I did not get home until 6:16 and she knows I was not at work because I don't work until Thursday. Damn, I wish my kid wasn't so smart!
A while back I think I blogged about not having a life and not knowing what to do with myself without the kids. Now, I am not a crazy bar hopping fool but I can find things to do with my time. I work really hard to keep these lives separate but it is at the cost of not sleeping because most of my awake time is spent with them.
This is harder than I thought.
So if you ever see me stepping out of this I am just changing from Mom to Fooseberrypie. Please just don't tell anyone where or what time you saw me.

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Race Results

09/07/07 Main Street Mile 11:44
05/18/08 YPD 5k 52:57 17:05
06/14/08 Walpole Village 5K 35:27 11:26
06/21/08 Mashpee Fun Run 34:21 11:05
07/19/08 Mashpee Woodlands 36.49 11:52
08/10/08 Falmouth Road Race 1:29:31
08/25/08 Women Running Wild 35:40 11:30
10/25/08 Mashpee Firefighters 37:47 12:10
05/02/09 Cape Abilities 5K 34:59 11:17
05/17/09 YPD 5K 36:41 11:50
08/09/09 Falmouth Road Race 7mi 1:37
10/31/09 Mashpee Firefighters 5K 37:15 12:00
09/11/11 Main Street Mile 12:31
10/29/11 Screech to the Beach 5K 39.13 12:20
08/12/12 Falmouth Road Race 1:34:24 13:29
05/18/14 YPD 5k 44.25 14:17
06/1/14 June Jog 4mi 1:04 16:00
08/17/14 Falmouth Road Race 1:42:04 14:35
09/27/14 Girly Girl 5K 37:24 12:02
10/26/14 Pell Bridge Run 4mi 48:41 12:10
11/27/14 Turkey Trot in VA 5K 35:22 11:23
12/06/14 Jingle Jog 5K 34:42 11:11
03/29/15 Thomas Guinta Memorial 5K 34:14 11:03
04/19/15 St. Margaret's 5K 31:11 10:21
05/17/15 YPD Blues 5K 34:58 11:17
06/07/15 Newport 10 Miler 1:56:09 11:36
06/20/15 Mackenzie's 5K 33:55 10:54
08/17/14 Falmouth Road Race 1:33:51 13:24
10/31/15 Screech at the Beach 36:19 11:40
5/20/18 YPD Run to Remember 37.37 12:08