Thursday, June 24, 2010

I have joined a new club

Want to join me? No really, I am too crabby to have you. I would rather just be in this club myself right now.
I have evolved into wanting to stomp my feet and cross my arms and stay-"NO, I AM NOT DOING IT!"
This is quite funny because I just don't have that choice. I have learned alot of lessons in my life. Some good and some bad. Recently I am learning about myself from other people. It seems weird that you don't even know things about yourself, right? I expel a little steam on Facebook every once in a while and sometimes am surprised by peoples comments back to me. Last night I got one of those. It probably didn't mean anything to anyone else but I have just been stewing on it since then. Also since I am angry, sad, mad, just ready to spit and exhausted I am eating like an idiot which is also pushing me into a carb rage. Beautiful!
I want to drive fast with the radio on high and a chocolate bar in my hand. I am a Rebel!
This will do nothing but cause me to get a ticket I can't afford to pay and a sugar crash I have no time to sleep off. Joy to my life.
I am not poor-me-ing(if that is a word). I have always taken care of myself and will go back to doing that as soon as I finish my temper tantrum, thank you very much.

2 comments:

Live/Love/Life said...

Funny about the FB comment. I had one yesterday that kind of set me off in a tizzy. I actually ripped most of the cabinets out of my basement for fear I was going to really write back some nasty comments. I think I am taking a break because reality is it's "face book", unless you "know" the person (you/me or whomever) you don't know whats going in each others lives. NO ONE knows what is really happening in peoples lives. It's face value. I could be like "I just did 8 hrs at the gym when in reality I ate 50 bon bons".lol
I hope things get better soon.

Barry said...

I just did 8 hours at the gym....

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09/07/07 Main Street Mile 11:44
05/18/08 YPD 5k 52:57 17:05
06/14/08 Walpole Village 5K 35:27 11:26
06/21/08 Mashpee Fun Run 34:21 11:05
07/19/08 Mashpee Woodlands 36.49 11:52
08/10/08 Falmouth Road Race 1:29:31
08/25/08 Women Running Wild 35:40 11:30
10/25/08 Mashpee Firefighters 37:47 12:10
05/02/09 Cape Abilities 5K 34:59 11:17
05/17/09 YPD 5K 36:41 11:50
08/09/09 Falmouth Road Race 7mi 1:37
10/31/09 Mashpee Firefighters 5K 37:15 12:00
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10/29/11 Screech to the Beach 5K 39.13 12:20
08/12/12 Falmouth Road Race 1:34:24 13:29
05/18/14 YPD 5k 44.25 14:17
06/1/14 June Jog 4mi 1:04 16:00
08/17/14 Falmouth Road Race 1:42:04 14:35
09/27/14 Girly Girl 5K 37:24 12:02
10/26/14 Pell Bridge Run 4mi 48:41 12:10
11/27/14 Turkey Trot in VA 5K 35:22 11:23
12/06/14 Jingle Jog 5K 34:42 11:11
03/29/15 Thomas Guinta Memorial 5K 34:14 11:03
04/19/15 St. Margaret's 5K 31:11 10:21
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06/07/15 Newport 10 Miler 1:56:09 11:36
06/20/15 Mackenzie's 5K 33:55 10:54
08/17/14 Falmouth Road Race 1:33:51 13:24
10/31/15 Screech at the Beach 36:19 11:40