Saturday, May 31, 2008

I am a Crack Addict


From an article in Women's Health Magazine-
In a 2005 study in Physiology & Behavior, a group of Princeton researchers led by psychology professor Bart Hoebel, Ph.D., found that eating sugar triggers the release of opioids, neuro­transmitters that activate the brain's pleasure receptors. Addictive drugs, including morphine, target the same opioid receptors. "Sugar stimulates receptors to activate the same pathways that are stimulated directly by drugs such as heroin or morphine," Hoebel says.
And you thouught I was kidding when I said I was a Crackhead??
I came across this article when I was looking at recipes. It is me all day long. I have detoxed many times and get right back on. I just had a meal of steak and baked potato and because I waited too long to eat( I was starving when dinner arrived.) now I am craving candy as my sugar level is up and down so much. I am going to try to curb it with cantelope instead of the dreaded vending machine.
Does this describe you??
These are tips to get off the Sugar Coaster-
Eat breakfast -"Ninety percent of sugar addicts skip breakfast," says Kathleen DesMaisons, Ph.D., author of Potatoes Not Prozac. "They wait and get a big hit of sugar at 10 a.m." When you eat breakfast, you prevent the drop in blood sugar that makes you crave sugar later.
Pick fruit -Satisfy your sweet tooth with apples, bananas, and berries, which temper natural sugar with fiber and loads of antioxidants, says Elisa Zied, M.S., R.D., a spokesperson for the American Dietetic Association and the author of Feed Your Family Right! Dried fruit and 100 percent fruit juices will also do in a pinch, but they don't have nearly as much fiber and are more concentrated sources of calories, Zied says, so limit yourself to a quarter cup or less of dried fruit or one cup of 100 percent juice a day.
Think 100 - When you simply must have a cupcake or a candy bar, stick to 100- to 150-calorie portions and 16 grams of sugar or less. Check out the Best Supermarket Foods for Women, to keep your fitness goals.

Indulge right after dinner - Late-night ice cream fixes give you a pure, unadulterated sugar rush. Have a small scoop soon after dinner instead and you'll reduce (though not counter) the insulin-­spiking effect, DesMaisons says.Cut out "overt" sugars Tackle the worst offenders first: sucrose-laden treats like candy, frappuccinos, ice cream, and soft drinks. If you drink a soda every day, try having one every other day, then once a week, then not at all.
Enter sugar rehab - Like any addict, you need to detox before you can fully recover. According to DesMaisons, it takes five days to fully overcome your cravings for sugar, and you'll feel awful for three of them. Prepare to be edgy and irritable starting on day two; by day five, you'll feel like a whole new person. After you've recovered, you'll find that a little sugar goes a much longer way.
Just thought I would share-
Off my soapbox now. Back to cupcake dreams.
BTW Cupcake Charlies opens tomorrow in the Commons.

Friday, May 30, 2008

The Daily Plate



God I can do some damage. Friday-Total calories: 2386

I have been blowing off the daily plate and my food log. I am not on the Internet much at home and I just don't do it for stretches at a time. You know what that means-Eating with wild abandoned I guess because I have a long day and forget what went in so very long ago.

My 2 year old has been waking up at 5am- Mommy, Juse, Mommy juse.

All crooked eyed I am getting juice and sticking a Luna bar in my mouth. The first of 220 calories forgotten when I drag my ass out of bed in another 2 hrs. I would rather be sleeping through that little hunger pang.

I also got breakfast at a Cumberland Farms today -Yummo. I did well I thought- 2 cheese sticks, a large banana and a propel. No tea which was a mistake when I almost fell asleep at the hairdressers. Anyway good start.

I had a burger from Wendy's no fries so I am OK with that. I also got a small Chili for dinner later.

The problem began when I got a candy bar at Toys R us which causes the sugar drop( I believe) and then an hour later I feel like I may pass out at Dunkin Donuts while ordering tea so I top that with a Donut.( I am not sure what the hell I am doing at this point) I guess I thought this would help get my low blood sugar up again. I am hungry at this point-sugar roller coasting will do that to you-so I have some ritz bits cheese and crackers and my tea. See me sliding into the black hole now?

Anyway I finished my night with the small chili and some meatballs. I am feeling normal right now but I definitely was not earlier.

I need to go shopping. It has been so long since I had simple sugars the banana tasted like a delicacy and the candy nearly put me in a coma.
Freakin' Idiot. I am running but eating double chocolate donuts. The addiction is stronger than I am sometimes. So tomorrow nuts, fruit, cheese.....

Sugar Issues



So over the last 2 days I have had some serious sugar issues. Yesterday and today I did eat something I shouldn't have ( I know, I know) but about 30-45 minutes later I am in some serious shit. I am shaking so bad I can barely write, I am sweating profusely and I am feeling sort of dizzy.

Today I ate more sugar to try to get my sugar up and not knowing what else to do. I then followed with some crackers and cheese as I felt pretty hungry and still was shaking. I am better now but it has been about another 45 minutes.

God is punishing me for cheating I think. These are symptoms I used to have when I first had surgery and didn't eat sugar. Now I dabble here and there in some chocolate and can usually get away with a little hot flash but this is worrying me.

I already know the answer - up the protein and nix the sugar. I guess I just wanted it on the record as it is pretty significate in my mind. I don't remember this happening to me since last July and I have eaten plenty of unauthorized foods since then.

Thursday, May 29, 2008

Little Miss Attitude

I just found this photo and thought I would share it.
It is the face I have to look at when ever she is think" Mom you are such a loser."
I didn't expect this face until she was at least 12 but no 4 years old and here it is.
By the way - she has a boyfriend and a cutey pie- I am so screwed.

I also came upon a picture of my backside on the same website but we are NOT going to go there. Thanks MM.

Mr America


Isn't this the handsomest man alive??
Vote for him at this link below. He is trying to be a cover model.
All of you with daughters beware he is a lady killer. I saw him in the grocery store and he smiled and flashed the blue eyes- Too Sexy!
Vote for him-

Faster Internet FINALLY!!

As of tomorrow I should be rolling with the Comcast Internet again so no more crappy dial up!!
That means more pictures of the madness so be prepared.

I also finished week 4 today with a baby stroller. Not fun. It was harder with the wind pushing the stroller. I like the new sneakers but got a strange feeling on one big toe- Who knows.
I calculated it to be 12.42 min mile and am really happy with that.

Next week-
Day 1 - 5min jog/3min walk/5min jog/3min walk/5 min jog
Day 2 - 8min jog/5min walk/8min jog
Day 3 - 20 minute or 2 mile run---Aaaaagggghhhhhh!!

Nothing like getting right down to business. The following week in the same but longer and it only gets worse from here. No I need to think positive- I can only move up from here. Yeah like up from the gutter where I will be after I try to run 20 minutes-LOL!!

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

I'm Advanced

I decided today I was taking the plunge and getting myself some new kicks. I am getting pretty interested in this running thing and I am using the same sneakers I got after my surgery LAST FEBRUARY. Needless to say a while ago.
I really want to make this work so I went to Hanlon's Shoe's in Hyannis. They advertise that they are the runner's place for shoes. It reminded me of Burt's Sports for all of you old Falmouth people. There was the token high school age kid but a couple older guys who knew what the hell they were talking about.
When I went in I sort of felt like a 20 year old in a liquor store and I didn't belong. These people are runners. Pics of runners filled the walls from their advertisements. So a man asks if he can help me and I say Sure! I need you to do what your ad's say and find me some shoes. Are you a walker or a runner?? What do you do?
I am a runner- I guess.
I tell him I am doing the Couch to 5K and he looks at me a little - Questionable. I explain it and he says he teaches a similar class at the Barnstable High School over 12 weeks. I tell him this is 9 weeks and I am running/walking..blah, blah, blah and explain the amounts.
" Oh so your advanced."
Are you calling me Advanced?
"Yes"
Ok then I am Advanced!

I know I am an idiot. I need to be good at something and I think I can be good at this.

He then goes into running events - He ran the YPD 5K - me too.
So am I planning on running the Falmouth Road Race? Well I am from Falmouth and they practically give away number to residents. He tells me that he has ran it many times and last year he started at the very back just for fun- Just to check out all the runners ahead of him and he says there are a lot of walkers. Shit I can be a walker. So we talk about running as much as you can and walking if you have to. No one says you have to run the whole thing-Good Point.

So there you go I am officially admitting I am a Falmouth Road Race-er!!

BTW I did buy these sneakers and laughed that I am now buying sneakers for their function and not just fashion anymore. They felt incredible and I can't wait to run in them tomorrow.

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

May 27th- For lack of a better title

Henri says Blog about something interesting we want to read. I am sorry Henri but I don't have anything that interesting so I am continuing to blog about whatever.....
I volunteered at my daughters preschool today and am pretty sure I will be a crying fool taking 47,000 pictures of my daughter with a paper hat on moving on up to the big Kindergarten. They were practicing the songs they would sing and it was too cool. I really like volunteering as it lets me see her in a different light.
I also got in my wog today. I did the previously posted 3/5/5/3/min thing. I don't know how but I am doing 3 minutes without a death thought. Funny that I never thought I would run and now when I see 3 minutes of running I laugh. 3 Minutes in the real world sounds like nothing until you are out there and 3 minutes is everything.
Next week I have to bump up to a long continuous run like 20 minutes or so but I am trying not to think too much about that.

I also got the material and patterns I have been waiting for from Ebay- Cool!!
I have assembled one little runaround bag and at least pinned it together. It is gonna be cute and super fast to make. As always photos to come.

Sunday, May 25, 2008

Super Day Today


We had an awesome day today. I actually got to sleep until about 8am and that is a gift from Heaven around here. Well I was up a few times starting at 4:30 when Ava decided it was morning but at least she went back to sleep after a while.
I got in my run with Chelsea and didn't die.
5min run
90 sec walk
3min run
2 1/2 min walk
3min run
90 sec walk
5 mi run
All total I am running a 13.3 min mile. Not great but I can run the 3 minutes without too much struggling. My next big thing to tackle is stretching. I am not doing it and I will hurt myself.

Next we loaded up for the beach. We hit a quick Letterbox on the way and got a handmade stamp of Falmouth. We were going to do more but the beach was calling.
We headed to Woodneck as it is our favorite beach- My Nana took me and my mom there when we were both kids. It has a great little river area that is shallow for the kids and usually you can see some crabs.
Something I have never seen outside the Woods Hole aquarium- Horseshoe crabs. There were about 1/2 a dozen making their way around. Funny thing is... It is mating season so all the Mom's and Dad's are trying to explain why all the crabs are riding piggyback-LOL!! Gotta Love Nature!

Tonight I am headed to the movies with my friend which is sure to be a great time.

Saturday, May 24, 2008

Got Mulch??





I started my day with a great person on Freecycle posting that she had lilacs to give away. My friend Bonnie and I were on the case. We left with a large branch covered with blooms for vases and 2 sucklings to plant. We each got 1 purple and 1 white. I am a huge lilac fan. It is one of my favorite scents.
After this great find I headed home the long way and hit a couple yard sales. No Luck.
Next the girls and I hit a plant sale at a local church. We picnicked on a hot dog under a large pine tree. We left there with a tray of impatients and a pink lily.
When I got home the kids wanted to play outside so I decided to tackle some yard work. I have wanted to rip up the grass along the back side of the house and make a garden for something besides grass that the lawn mower can't reach and 4 ft tall dandelions. So I tackled removing it all with a pitchfork. Boy was that a workout. I dragged all the grass clumps out to the wagon and had myself a nice little garden-Hmmmm ... What to do with it??

I decided to dig up a lonely patch of Rosa Sharons that were a little misplaced in a tiny garden out front. I really want to make that a rose garden but never got around to moving these beasts. Well today I did. They were a B@#$$% to remove as the roots had started to grow under the asphalt driveway.
Now they are separated into my garden out back into about 7 separate plantings. They are thin but grow super fast and flower so I am hoping them will add some color in an otherwise naked backyard. I think I will work in some flowers in the bottom around these to add some additional color.
I was just informed by the Old Man that the dirt will soon be hyrdo-seeded and grass should follow. I can't wait.
Tomorrow I will try to get out with the kids again. After the double shifts it has been about 3 days since I saw the kids so I have some serious Mommy time to make up for. I have 2 plans tomorrow( 3 actually or wait 4 plans)
1. 1st day of running program
2. I promised Olivia some beach time-Hopefully the Knob or Woodneck
3. Possibly some letterboxes in Woods Hole
4. Movies with my friend Bonnie (Yeah - Grown-up time)

Friday, May 23, 2008

Ugh the stomach Bug


No kayaking
No spinning
No running
Ugh
I have the stomach bug.

Thanks Ava Flava
For doing me the fava
Of making me feel like yuck
Oh boy does the stomach bug suck.


I am holding my own until Midnight but I don't know what is going to happen tomorrow.
I am freezing too-Great!

The up side - I can barely eat any food so maybe I will be down a few.
Always looking at the positive.

This is the Thanks I get




This is the thanks I get for a dress I made for her. I guess I was way more excited about it than she was.
It was very cute and I believe we need memories of the good and the bad.
ENJOY!!

Couch to 5K Running Plan


I am serious, I want to run. A while ago I talked about a program that I tried a while ago and went off the beaten path and then quit. This is my normal way of doing things.
It is the best program I have seen - not that I looked very far - because after I saw this one it made sense to me and seemed like I could do it.
I have been walking 4 miles regularly and wogging a bit and I decided I need a more regimented plan. I decided to get back to the Couch to 5K. After re-reading the plan I decided to restart at week 4.
I know, I know..... But I can already do up until week 4 so I will start there and continue on thru week 9 and hopefuilly be running regularly this Summer.
I have been talking about this and plotting and planning now I need to put my feet where my mouth is.
I plan on starting week 4 on Sunday May 25th and I need to work in 3 days of this:
5 minute warm up walk
Jog-3 minutes
Walk-90 seconds
Jog-5 minutes
Walk-2.5 minutes
Jog-3 minutes
Walk-90 seconds
Jog-5 minutes
Each workout is supposed to be 20-30 minutes 3 times a week. I asked on one of the boards about continuing with my 3-4 mile walks and I was told that would be a good cross training for my off days. Right now I am doing the run/walk intervales and then finishing the 4 mile course walking but I think I will try to follow this plan a bit more closer and only concentrate on the running on the 3 days I plan on running.

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Ebay Bug

I have definately been bitten by the Ebay Bug. Anyone that knows me knows if I am looking for something out of the ordinary I go there first.
***Knock on Wood****
I have not had many bad experiences except 1 slow shipped thing like 2 years ago from China. There was that strange letter from a buyer who Thanked me for providing HIM with items that helped him dress more like a woman. Come to think of it Maureen recently wrote me a follow up since it has been a year asking if I had anything else in that size. I was selling a lot of old clothes that no longer fit after Gastric Bypass surgery. Hey at least someone enjoyed them.

So I am looking around for some things to make as I am now a novice sewer. ( Wait that looks like sewer meaning septic) I mean sew-er.
Anyway here are some pics of things I have ordered.


This green bag I would like to try but want to get more stuff done before I tackle something like this.





The famous dress from the sewing class is done but Ava refuses to put it on for photos. So I may give it away. She would rather be in sneakers and sweatpants anyway. Anything she can get naked fast is her thing.

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

I was awoken by the Beast

So this fact and the fact that I am crammed into the middle of my bed by a 4 year old just made me wake up in a fury.
I was out of bed and in my running clothes at 6:40. I was going to run off the anger before someone got a spanking.
Well it worked. I started with a warm up walk of 5 min and ran 5 min, then 3 min walk, 3 min run and back to 5 min running. Then I continued to finish the 4 miles with a brisk walk.
I noticed a huge difference without the stroller. I barely ever get out without the double jogging stroller and at least 1 kid. Now if I have them both I just figured out it is 70lbs in butt and what ever the stroller weighs. I may try to get out early like this more often. I actually got to use my arms which are the part of me that hurts the most after all that running. Funny isn't it.
Also I am in a MUCH better mood. I am considering a nap though as I have done 10,000 steps and it is just past 10 am.

On a totally other topic- I am trying to run while holding my CD walkman. I need something better as I felt like I was running with a boombox on my shoulder like the 80's queen I am. I can't afford an ipod but I have to figure out something. Maybe Ebay can help.

Monday, May 19, 2008

Yarmouth 5K




These are the heroes that ran it from Mashpee PD.


I on the other hand walked it and came in last. I did not like that. I am pretty competitive expecially with myself and as I walked in and they closed I realized I didn't like that. I would have been ok at least 3rd from last but not dead last. I should have ran some. I had a child that kept wanting to walk and my butt was basically on the bumper of the police car following up the rear of the race. Next time they can stay home or wait at the end. If I want to do this for me I have to stop allowing others to come ahead of what I want to do.


On a better note it was a beautiful day and I got to spend time with my new friend who always makes me laugh. The run ended right at the beach and then they had food and a band playing that got everyone dancing a bit.


So I posted their photo for evidence and future blackmail.




See the results-
http://www.coolrunning.com/results/08/ma/May18_YPD5kR_set1.shtml

Saturday, May 17, 2008

My latest project



Not a great picture but I wanted to share a peek.

As you all know I have friggin' dial up at home so my photos are trapped in that computer while I type most of my stuff from work.


Olivia and I made a dress today that was supposed to be for her friend but after trying it on she promptly decided to keep it.


This is the material I am now working with for another dress for Ava Flava. I decided to start cutting out the pieces so maybe I can get the main body done tomorrow night.

Updates to come.

20 million steps- No 0000 steps

F-IT!!!
I lost my pedometer but Town Hall had an extra one so I was back to logging my miles.
On one of my last wogging trips it fell off and I didn't notice until the end of the 4 miles. It is probibly smashed to bits now. So now I purchase one at target for about $5.
This is the 3rd time it has reset and I have lost all my hard earned steps today. UGH!! I was at about 5000 just from housework and laundry hauling. I get to work and I go to straighten it on my belt and I look and it says 127 steps-What the F!!!!
I ahate to estimate - I am pretty competitive with myself and want to beat my goal for the month-220,000.
I need to get another one- They has one with a protective cover over the buttons and I thought I didn't need it. Now I plan on paying $12 for the one with a cover over the buttons to prevent reset and a safety strap so I can't lose it.

Friday, May 16, 2008

This is where babies come from-ADULT ADVISORY


I just hi-jacked this from a super old post on MM site.
I am a little grossed out and stunned. I like the arms hanging out when the baby comes- Oh wait it gets better- Click the link.

Would you give this book to your kid?????

http://www.planetdan.net/pics/babies/index.htm

I am a Libra


My horoscope for today is a good one. I went online to copy and paste but the online ones are way too negative so I will share this one.
***** You are the kingpin of adventure and change.
Investigate and understand what needs to happen. Look toward travel, new communication and perhaps a connection with someone very different.
Tonight-All Smiles. Others cannot say no.
Sounds good to me. I do not know what I am up to or what I am planning but if you want to come-Jump on the bus.
I am the only one that can make a change in my life and slowly I have been trying to do that. I hope to be in a happier place but I guess it is in my life plan to travel the rockier road to get there. No let me correct that - I AM in a happier place in my life.
So adventure?? Not so sure how I am going to fit adventure into my life today as I plan on sleeping all day but who knows.

Thursday, May 15, 2008

This may be me later

Here I sit at the beginning of my second double shift. I started looking for a photo to describe what it may look like around here in a few hours and this best described it.
Unfortunatley it also makes me miss my babies. They are home with Dad and Nana tonight and Nan is taking care of them tomorrow as I have to be back at 4pm Friday. This usually mean they will be sleeping in my bed for the next day or so after that-we need to catch up on mommy time.

I have no incredible plans for the next few days but sleep.
I am walking in the yarmouth 5K on Sunday and will take some pics to share. It should be a good time. I am hoping the rain holds off.

Maybe I will call Dad and see if they will come up for a visit.

My love of Food

I came to work last night with bags of food. Before surgery I had this fear I would be stuck at work-particularly a midnight shift and I wouldn't have enough food.

I am not an addict or anything right???

Now I end up carrying 1/2 of the food back home or leaving it in the fridge until tomorrow. Tonight I brought a chicken with cornbread stuffing to roast at work. There just wasn't enough time to cook it before I had to be here. Anyway I know it wouldn't be wasted with the guys at work. I am currently eating like my 3rd helping at 6:45 am of roasted chicken and rice. There are a lot worse choices I could be making.

Anyway I had some free time overnight as you can image and I am browsing some neat sites and I find these super cool recipes.

I realize if I cook I am happy and if I eat good solid food not only am I happy but I am seeking out less crap.

I am including a photo of a must try- Maybe for my next camping trip.

Think stuffed jalapeno and lasagna ( I mean easy like 1 pan lasagna)

Follow the yellow brick road ..... http://thepioneerwoman.com/cooking/


Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Update on the Blackcloud


So I am better today and Thank You for asking.

I have decided I will go down fighting. I am currently working a double as I said earlier and I have a few more coming up. I am working as much as I can and am looking for another job. I have told my husband he needs to be pimping his round ass out for any dollar. He has got a few things lined up.

I don't know but I am hoping to do some swapping with my sister and friends if a decent job comes up. I am thinking of anything I can do at this point.


On a better note we have 2 camping trips that we prepaid and I put in the slips to do these trips.

One is Father's Day weekend at Normandy Farms in Foxboro, MA. http://www.normandyfarms.com/ We have never stayed their but it is supposed to be fun. We gave the weekend to my in-laws too so it should be fun.

We also have a trip to Maine for the 1st week of July to Point Sebago and we will go whether we have to eat PB&J all week. It is mostly all inclusive so we just need to get there.


Something has to give. I will be waiting with my eyes wide open for it.


So my plan for this evening is to avoid crazy sleep deprived posts on my blog and making Scooby Doo birthday invitations for my daughters 5th birthday. Wanna Come??

What NO takers????

I posted about Meatballs and people came reading and posting.
I post about running and all I hear are crickets-LOL!
That is OK I know I am a nut living in my own world.
I am trying to find out if the walk on Sunday has been postponed or what as the weather man says raining buckets.

I did not walk today as I had a sewing class instead. I was nearly finished until I got to the the last dirty word-Flounce. It is basically a ruffly piece of material for the bottom of the dress. I thought I was all that and a bag o'chips until I needed to sew a 1/4 hem on a piece of fabric that is basicaly a curly Q. I am glad I am new and on my best behavior or a few F bombs would have been flying.
I finally called it a day at 12:30 whan the quality of work was shot and I was just getting angry. Aren't I taking this class for fun?? It will be a super cool dress when done and I even got some material for Olivia to sew her own dress. When??? Maybe Saturday between naps.

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Just a little here and there...

So I am feeling a little off kilter.
I am doing a double shift(4-12a then 12a-8a) for the next 2 nights. It always makes me a little stressed. I have a sewing class from 9-12 tomorrow so the chance of wogging or napping is not happening.
I need some cash- and bad. I applied for another job today and will have to sacrifice my kids to do this as it would be day time hours. My husband is not working right now. He is making some things happen on the side but not mortgage making things that is for sure. I am just not sure where that is going to go. He is looking in the paper but of course nothing is there above deli clerk or below Doctor. He hasn't ever been out of work that I remember so this is hard on him too.
I try not to write crappy stuff on the blog as everyone can bitch about something but I feel like I need to purge a little, kind of like a steam valve.
I am not one to ask for help but we are getting to the point where that may be are only option.
I truely have thought and even said out loud " I will let my house go." Crazy as that sounds I see people losing their house left and right and their credit is shot but their life is better. I don't want to do it but working 80 hr/wk is not healthy for me or my family. I can rent a place for 1/2 my mortgage. I have put off getting a dog because when I lose my house I will have a harder time finding a place that allows dogs. I just spoke to someone trying to get rid of their dogs due to foreclosure.
My husband says he is buying $5 worth the quick picks tonight for the lottery. Funny is my Dad always would always say" If I ever win the lottery...." Yeah that never happened. On the off chance I do I will surely post a happier post with some $$ for my friends.
So if you are in the market for a 4 bedroom house on Cape Cod, I have the place for you at the low, low, low price of $317,098.00.

I'm just putting it on paper (or blog)

So I am browsing Cool Running looking at events in the future as I did say I needed to be more committed. I am currently very sleepy from a crash of too many carbs so I figure I need to do something. So drinking some tea and plotting.
I didn't wog or anything today as I volunteered at my daughter's school but that alone has gotten me 10842 steps(4.25mi) just being normal.

I listed a few and the one in New Bedford and Taunton are actually a weekly thing so I could go any week.

Mashpee 5K Woodland Run
Saturday, July 19th @ 8:30 a.m. Sharp @ Quashnet School
3.1 mile road race through the woodlands of Mashpee. Register
ahead of time by filling out form in the back of this booklet or register
the day of at Quashnet School from 7:00 - 8:00 a.m., runners will be
transported to start line at Heritage Park. Last bus will leave Quashnet
School at 8:05 a.m. Fee is $15 if paid on or before July 1st, $20 if paid
after July 1st.

5K Your Way Summer Fun Run
Raynham, MA 7:00PM Champion Pet Care, 1290 Hill Street (Loop course on mostly country roads with one hill all abilities welcome)This event is the 8th part of a weekly 17 part series.Contact: Jim DuPont (Colonial Road Runners), 115 North Main Street, Raynham, MA, USA, 02767. 1-508-822-0376 jdupont01@comcast.net

GNBTC Airport Fun Runs
New Bedford, MA 6:30PM New Bedford Regional Airport, 1569 Airport Road (Free 2.5 mile timed fun runs, walkers welcome. Nobody comes in last!!!)This event is the 10th part of a weekly 18 part series.Contact: Leo Roreillat (Greater New Bedford Track Club), P.O. Box 1209, New Bedford, MA, USA, 02741. 1-508-998-2701 lcmwebster@verizon.net

31st Annual Dennis Road Race
South Dennis, MA 11:00AM Wixon Middle School, Route 134, South Dennis, MA, P.O. Box 568 (Five Mile Run, Three Mile Walk, Childrens Fun Run)Contact: Kenneth Johnson (Friends of Dennis Recreation Inc.), P.O. Box 568, South Dennis, MA, USA, 02660. 1-508-394-8290 krjohnson38@hotmail.com

Monday, May 12, 2008

3.91 miles in 58 minutes


This morning 176.6 so off we go.
Loaded the oldest on the bus and Ava and I got on the road. I only walked today as I don't want to kill myself. I have 2 double shifts this week so the end of the week ought to be a blur of caffeine and serious bags under my eyes. I am aiming to walk Tuesday and Wednesday as Thursday and Friday will be sleep days.
I bought a recumbant bike last Fall on clearance and it is assembled in my basement so you can imagine how much use it gets. I am thinking about moving it to my room for an alternative in this freezing/wet weather.(Or it may make a nice clothes rack- we will see)
I have to say as I sit here I can feel the muscles in my thighs and butt pulsing so I must be doing something with the muscles.
I started to think about the Road Race as I walked today and I am worried. If I really want to do this I have to be more serious and plan to get a 5k done-Running a 5k I mean.
I go to a couple of running websites that list running events of different lengths all over New England so keep an eye out as I start to list some as potential practice runs.
I have one this weekend but I am planning on walking it.
Come on MM get out the spandex and run with me!!

Sunday, May 11, 2008

Update for Joe

So I wogged a bit today. I did a few 3min spurts of jogging while walking 4 miles today. It is partially hilly so after the jogging I finish with the hilly part. I am drinking but still at 177-Who knows.
I am not doing well thanks to the chocolate covered cashews- Thanks Terry for getting me hooked.
I am going to try to get out tomorrow and do the 4mi circle again.

Happy Mother's Day

I had a nice Mother's Day with some of the best gifts. A friend and I were just talking about a silhouette of the girls. Well Olivia came home Friday with my present all wrapped in pink paper and ribbon with a homemade card attached. She made me open it right away-In it was almost a lifesized silhouette of her and a painting of a flower vase with a poem on it. I was a crying fool.

Then on Mother's day itself my husband told me my present would be a backyard lawn!! WooHoo!!
I have wanted a lawn -not rocks and weeds- since we moved in. Well it is a big project he got the yard 1/2 rottotilled and we are headed to Home Depot for some supplies to make a sand pit area for the swingset.

I also got a nice rolling travel case for my sewing machine. I am a trvaeling sewer. Joe bring the pants to work and I will sew them.

All in all - It was a nice day. Hope yours was too.

Friday, May 9, 2008

WTF???

*****Many F-bombs to follow so leave now if easily offended********

I am in a full blown bitch session and it is only 10am.
My day started with my oldest -" Mom, wake up I can't find any clothes." and that repeated until I pried my eyes open. See in our house clothes are in the drawer for a very short time. If you are looking for something it is likely in the wash or sitting in a clean basket folded. Hey that is the best I can do.
She then proceeds to be a bitch because I won't let her go to school looking like a freak in mis-matched Hannah Montana clothes.
Downstairs we go to argue over breakfast and not spilling it all over herself and the floor.
She finally leaves on the bus in a huff-Thank God.
I keep my scale in the kitchen. I pee and weigh first thing in the morning. Not every morning but in the last week or so-Yes. I know I don't want to hear about the daily weigh-I have heard it all before.
Anyway it say 179-FUCK!!!
I can list the bad things in like 1 line for the whole week. Couple of hostess donuts, 1 package of PB cups, ect.
Anyway I have been walking and otherwise active so UP. I fucking give up.
I loaded Ava Flava in the stroller and we hit the road. I alternated walk/jog for 20 minutes and felt like a pile of shit so quit. I then just became angry and agitated so I walked and walked. I don't know the distance but it was 1hr and my back, legs and arms all hurt.
I also tried to figure it out. Being a chick sucks as all I can think is water weight. I have had a crazy week with a midnight shift and other things to do so I have eaten multiple Kashi or other frozen meals in stead of home cooked meals.
Could I be holding 4lbs of water??
I am currently drinking my first 16oz of water and I plan on protein shakes for as long as I can last. I am one of the few people that has a magic bullet blender that works and it will be my friend for the next few days. Also GALLONS of water. I just don't know what else to do. I am going to cook some today with fresh food and freeze my own to get off the frozen meals.
Quickly I went back to The Daily Plate and for the last 2 days I have have 2200 and 3400mg of sodium. Hmmm......
Am I making excuses-I don't know but I am sick of it.
Also 8600 steps and it is 10am.
Today for the rest of the day I plan on drinking and peeing.

Thursday, May 8, 2008

220,000 Steps in May


Last year the town that I work for started a walking program where you log your steps for 3 months. Every month we pass in your log sheets and they are entered into a drawing for healthy prizes like water bottles, fanny pack, ect. At the end of 3 months everyone is entered into a drawing for a $500 gift certificate to EMS.

So everyday I put on my pedometer and do my thing.

I log my steps online also as it keeps track of my goal. I am proud to say that I am at 33% of my goal so far this month. I think after this is over I will continue on the net.

I never thought I would walk 200,000 steps a month but you would be surprised how much laundry I haul.

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

Stitch Witch

Today was a busy day as I also started a sewing class. I purchased a pattern for a cool little Summer dress for Ava. I am proud to say I finished most of it today-just need to finish the sleeves and flounce(like my new sewing lingo-lol) on the bottom.
It is a little of a stitch bitch session too with about 5 woman that get together regularly to make quilts. I enjoyed the quiet work time while they cabitzed. It was a nice relaxing time and 3 hrs without any children-WooHoo!!
I will be posting photos when complete.

Yours Truely -
Martha Stewart Jr.

Letterboxing Continued


We got out today and found 2 of our first Letterboxes. We treated it like a treasure hunt and enjoyed the perfect weather to be tromping thru the woods. Olivia was looking for more but I had only printed 2 as I figured it would be enough for 1 day.

I have printed some more to keep with us. If the rain holds off we can possibly hit a few more in Goodwill Park after my girls get their haircut tomorrow.

I have looked thru the list of Mashpee and Falmouth and found some I plan on doing myself or at least with only 1 child in a backpack. 2 in particular I need to do in my kayak so they are high on my priority list as they involve 2 things I would like to do on my "To Do" list.

I am exhausted today but feel good about my day as I did many things with and without the kids that made my heart feel good.
I am updating this post as a new turn of events has come around the Cape Cod Wanna Be box.
This boxes directions are encoded in a Vigenere square. So first you have to decode the words before you can get the directions. I am currently on the internet trying to figure out what a Vigenere square is and how the hell to decode. Joe, Barry , Anyone...... Why am I doing this?? Not sure.
I did it- I broke the code!!
Now I just have to follow the directions and find the box.
Please do not post your answer.
Thanks

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

Kindergarten Registration


Today was the big day for Kindergarten registration. We had to sit for about an hour while introduced to many people that will be caring for our kids while they are in schoool. All day kindergarten in our town now.
My daughter started going to a small but school oriented preschool when she was about 2 and this year she is going to the Preschool Title 1 program at our local elemantary school 5 mornings a week. We decided to change her to the school for money reasons but after a little thought we decided it would be a good step towards her going to school full time next year.
My question to those parents that may be reading is this-Did you forget when your child was 5 they would be going to school?? I guess that seems rude but I sat there listening and few questions came to mind but some Mom's were just nuts. They wanted the complete days plan to "prep" the kid. At the end of the speech they took the kids on a short 5 minute bus ride. The kids were all waving and thinking they were too cool to be riding without seatbelts. Only a few parents were trying to edge onto the bus and 1 even had to take her screaming child off the bus in a panic attack.( mind you this was the parent asking for a freaking daily schedule)
I finally found my place in the back with the parents that were chatting and glad to see their kids off. Celebrating the full day kindrgarten our taxes are paying for.
Am I a lax parent?? No. I do love my kids with all my heart but isn't our job to allow them to grow to be independant people. Someday I want to be packing my kid off to college to try it on her own-without Mom getting the full itinerary in advance. Life does not have a pre-plan that is for sure.
All in all- I was happy with the school and their plan to keep my kid happy and safe but also let her figure it out on her own. Oh don't worry, I will be the sucker crying on the side of the road September 4th after she rides off on the big yellow bus-without her seatbelt on.

Monday, May 5, 2008

Letterboxing Part 2


So I forgot to give you the link - Thanks for asking, it reminded me.




Today I went to AC Moore and got myself 2 stamps as I couldn't make up my mind. I also got one for Olivia. We had a hell of a time finding a book though and the store was closing. I ending up getting a photo album and I figured I will stamp a card and insert it into a photo slot.
The photo sucks but it is a cell phone one until I get my camera back up and running so stand by.

We have kindergarden orientation tomorrow so no boxes but if the weather hold out maybe Wednesday afternoon.

Also I start my sewing class on Wednesday so tonight I also got a pattern and some material for a super cool Summer dress for Baby Ava.

Thanks for your help Bonnie.


All I have left to share is bad news and I am not in the mood -

But I will say is if anyone is looking for any small engine or bobcat type equipment work- Notify me as I have the man for you.


Letterboxing

BTW- Multiple posts as I am alone on the Midnight shift and BORED!!

LETTERBOXING is an intriguing pastime combining navigational skills and rubber stamp artistry in a charming "treasure hunt" style outdoor quest. A wide variety of adventures can be found to suit all ages and experience levels. Click on the desktop items above to explore this fast-growing hobby.

I came across this by accident and it seems kind of geeky/cool at the same time. I admit lots of things I think are cool are geeky but I am perfectly fine with this.
The snipet above comes from the Letterboxing website. Basically you have to follow the directions listed on the website to a hidden box.When you find the box you should leave your stamp in the notebook in the box to mark you have found their box. You should also hide it again so the box doesn't get found easily by a non- letterboxer. You can also place a letterbox if you want and see what kind of stamps you get. True letterboxers make their own stamp but that may be above our age group so I was thinking of taking the kids to a craft store and allowing them to pick out one they like.

I decided to post about this as it is one of my goals for the Summer. I am looking for things to get our asses off the couch and outside. I also thought it would be a cool way to find new places on Cape Cod. There are many boxes listed on the website up and down the Cape.

Maybe I need to get a pie stamp to mark my territory.

I have decided on my first letterbox. I thought it was right up my alley to start with a box that pays tribute to Milton Hershey. The maker of Hershey's Chocolate.

I will keep you up to date of my latest crazy crusade.

Wogging update

I knew Sunday was going to be a bad day- Circus Food.
I started my day with a 45 minute walk in a light rain. Not bad.
I had a protein shake before I left figuring a good start is better than nothing. I did OK, I guess, at the circus - just way too many carbs. Now I am working the midnight shift so I packed some serious meat to try to counter the carbs. (Pork chops and apple sauce and some steak and squash)
Anyway back to the Wogging. I had every intention of doing more today and then I woke up. Was I in a car accident - No. Oh I must have rode a bull last night!! My legs hurt like a mother-Thanks Joe. Guess what? I am not a jogger. I walked or maybe limped for 45 minutes this morning and took 2 Tylenol. I don't take drugs but today I was dreaming of 800mg of Advil-another shit side effect of WLS - no advil.
The good part of this day is that after a midnight night shift and some morning responsibilities I don't have time to walk tomorrow so we will take a rest day. I think I will slather my body in Bengay or something.
Laugh away suckers - I know you are.

I am a Circus Freak!



Today 16 of us went to the circus. We were our own virtual circus with 10 children-8 under 6yo. Suprisingly the kids did super. No spanking and no regret. After the intermission we did have a few kids getting to the end of their rope and cuddling on laps but I sort of expected that.

I have been going to Ringling Bros circus since I was a kid. They do an excellent show.

We saw tigers, dogs, elephants, motor cycles in a globe and of course clowns. It is about 2 1/2 hr show so I thought it was a decent value at $25 a ticket.

The porking begins when you walk in the door. We are all family and all equally thrifty. We packed backpacks and brought snacks, juice ect. I think we spent a total of $40 on food. We explained to our kids we were not buying anything there. $12 for a bag of cotton candy in a circus hat was the only thing my Mom got sucked in to.

The part that really floored me- The lights go down and they are selling the coolest lights that flash and swirl and hum-Every kid wanted one. Cost=$22.00. I was like What??? That is what I paid to go to the Circus. I guess they can keep cost down by charging a car payment for the outside crap. I am in line at the ladies room and there is the cutest little girl-Wand in hand, light up crown and something else in her other hand. I estimate her total about $65. CRAZY!!
All in all- I had a super time and I think everyone else did too.
Want to see-

Sunday, May 4, 2008

Blog Virgin

I am new to this, as you can see.
I am thinking I am all that and want a fancier background but I am not too good at the computer stuff. So I have lost all my added info and links but I gain a new cupcake pink background.
Bare with me I will never be smarter than a 5th grader expecially when it comes to computers. Did I mention I only have dial up at home?? I might as well say I have an outhouse. It comes down to $$ but I am willing to sell a child to get cable internet at this point. I have 100's of photos that I can't upload to my photobucket account to share because dial up is not able to do that.
Anyway - No more bitching but I just thought I would explain the changes and losses.
Soon I hope to be a big girl again.

Saturday, May 3, 2008

This is how I feel.


Ran today ....Still Alive!!

Due to some peer pressure from a co-worker I attempted to run a bit today.
I am feeling a little sore now that I have planted my butt in a chair in front of the computer at work but it feels good to ache from the activity.
I walked 5 min and that gets me to a less busy road and is a good warm up. I then got down to some intervals-ran 3 min and walked 3 min-ran 2 min and walked a while( phew!!) then I got to the end of the circle and turned back and did 2 more 3 minute walk/run cycles.
So all in all-11 minutes jogging and a bunch of walking totalling 42 minutes and 2.6 miles.
I think I need to get away from the word running because it is far from running. Wogging is more like it.
My sister is asking if we can get out in the morning so we will see. I need to get out without the stroller so I can use my arms. Right now I run with a double jogger. Last Summer I ran the Falmouth Mile and the only thing sore the day after was my arms as I never have a chance to swing them with the stroller. Silly but I never thought about it until they were killing me.
My friend is dropping off my application to Yarmouth Police tomorrow for this 5K walk on May 18th. I plan on walking this one as others plan on coming and I would rather walk with them. I figure exercise and fun will be good for my soul.
My friends ( Thank You by the way) are forwarding more events to get my butt moving and I plan on telling you how I succeed and fail in my journey to get my backyard in gear.

Oh and 174.8 today.

Friday, May 2, 2008

Summer Goals

While I am planning all these things maybe it is time to write down a Summer Goal list

  • Go out on our newly running boat.
  • Camping at the Davis' Farm. http://www.davisfarmland.com/
  • Kayak ( wasn't this on the list last year too? )
  • Finish the Falmouth Road Race
  • Get a tan
  • Get a lawn in my backyard
  • Try Letterboxing with the kids
  • Go to a Volkswagen Show

That is all for now. I have bigger dreams but am poor so we are scaling it down to reality.

Ultimately I want to take the kids to Sesame Place in PA but who has a thousand dollars to eat breakfast with ernie and bert? www.sesameplace.com

What is on your list??

I am a fake runner....

I don't like that maybe I will call myself a future runner.
I have my YPD 5K application done and my Falmouth Road Race application done. I plan on walking the Yarmouth one- You hear me Joe- WALKING IT!!
Then I will seriously start the jogging program again. I have to work on it in the morning as my 4yo makes me nuts- in/out in/out of the carriage. I think it takes me a hour to walk a mile.
I think it will be good to try some of these smaller ones before the big Heart Attack in August.

So stay tuned for my gasping updates on the walk/run/stumble program I plan on attempting.

On a better note- I avoided the most fabulous Turkey Sandwich today in Duxbury as I am working hard on avoiding the carbs and the result.......

175.0 lbs this morning.

Only a little thrilled can't you tell. If you didn't see it before my goal is to get back to 170 or below of course.

Thursday, May 1, 2008

Am I a runner??


Last year I started the Couch to 5K program to try to run a 5K in 8 weeks.

http://www.coolrunning.com/engine/2/2_3/181.shtml

I was doing pretty good I think. I could out run Chelsea a little ;-)
Then the cold and cobwebs set in. Now my butt is flat and I have the TV remote in my hand. So I came upon a 5k walk/run in Yarmouth in 2 weeks. This seems to have put a little fire under my butt.
I am thinking about it. It says you can walk it and I know I can walk to Dunkin Donuts (2.6mi) and back. So this may be the first documented run this year.

So the caffeine and craziness is flowing heavily here at 11pm so I also have printed my package to run in the Falmouth Road Race. That is huge. It is 7 miles. I jumped into it a little but the deadline is May 15th. They hold a certain amount of numbers for town residents and the rest of the world is in the lottery for a number.
When I was all drugged up after weight loss surgery I told the nurse walking me around that someday I was going to run the Road Race. I also posted it as a post surgery goal on my OH profile. Well the time has come I guess.
I want for some strange reason to be a runner. I want to do it without feeling like I am close to death also. I guess I have 2 goals- run and not die.

Do you want to run??
http://www.falmouthroadrace.com/

Race Results

09/07/07 Main Street Mile 11:44
05/18/08 YPD 5k 52:57 17:05
06/14/08 Walpole Village 5K 35:27 11:26
06/21/08 Mashpee Fun Run 34:21 11:05
07/19/08 Mashpee Woodlands 36.49 11:52
08/10/08 Falmouth Road Race 1:29:31
08/25/08 Women Running Wild 35:40 11:30
10/25/08 Mashpee Firefighters 37:47 12:10
05/02/09 Cape Abilities 5K 34:59 11:17
05/17/09 YPD 5K 36:41 11:50
08/09/09 Falmouth Road Race 7mi 1:37
10/31/09 Mashpee Firefighters 5K 37:15 12:00
09/11/11 Main Street Mile 12:31
10/29/11 Screech to the Beach 5K 39.13 12:20
08/12/12 Falmouth Road Race 1:34:24 13:29
05/18/14 YPD 5k 44.25 14:17
06/1/14 June Jog 4mi 1:04 16:00
08/17/14 Falmouth Road Race 1:42:04 14:35
09/27/14 Girly Girl 5K 37:24 12:02
10/26/14 Pell Bridge Run 4mi 48:41 12:10
11/27/14 Turkey Trot in VA 5K 35:22 11:23
12/06/14 Jingle Jog 5K 34:42 11:11
03/29/15 Thomas Guinta Memorial 5K 34:14 11:03
04/19/15 St. Margaret's 5K 31:11 10:21
05/17/15 YPD Blues 5K 34:58 11:17
06/07/15 Newport 10 Miler 1:56:09 11:36
06/20/15 Mackenzie's 5K 33:55 10:54
08/17/14 Falmouth Road Race 1:33:51 13:24
10/31/15 Screech at the Beach 36:19 11:40
5/20/18 YPD Run to Remember 37.37 12:08
9/19/18 Falmouth Road Race 1:35:06 13:35